leaving facebook ????

well, it's reasonable..

 although it's (rather) hard to make it as 100% real..

but here's the impact..

SAKIIIIK ATIIII !!!!!!!

Kacau, kacau....

well, it's not because I just figured out a status pointed to me, not like that..

tapi baa yo? kalau baco status urang-urang yang sadang sakik ati, mirip jo yg sadang dirasoan..

taulah baa rasonyo..

like when somebody's talking 'bout somebody else, bout it's in no direction, feels like it pointed everybody...

It makes every pain become deeper, better not to login as often as before, feels like it's destructing me. Especially if the author is my schoolmate, it's so f^^^ing for me,

IS THERE ANOTHER CYBERWORLD TO LIVE IN???

yep, sometimes ur friend gets angry when u didn't wall her in her birthday, although you've sung her a song loudly :p..

I know, everything 'bout technology depends on the users, but for now, it's better for me to disconnect for a while from facebook, 'cause now, I don't see any bright side of it, need to forget it until I need it so much...

I don't like this... although I know maybe I can't hold myself to login to FB someday..

It reminds me to my father. He had ever had a friend in FB, but the owner of the account keep attacking him, yeah, about work, politic view -somewhat!-

another reason: Sore eyes? Yeah! What the hell with the uppercase-lowercase-typed status??? (wH@t t#3 #3Ll??? :p)

it seems boring now....

or maybe I need to find some better friends in FB :p

so strange..!

okay,, somehow I need to tell ya, this post is the reason why I've changed some settings in this blog.. better not to let more people know (altrhough maybe I'm the only visitor, but never putting myself on trouble..)

hmm, terjadi lagi..
yup, ngga' nyangka, pas liburan..

de ja vu, or anyway u call it..

awalnya ngga' da niat untuk cerita, tapi, lama-lama siapa juga yang kuat diam sendiri..
kaget sendiri liat sesuatu..
bingung sendiri..

walau tentang hal sepele (kadang-kadang serius..), tapi efeknya sama : kaget, hampir sesak nafas, berfikir dalam..

kali ini tentang seorang teman..

She had a new blog, but it wasn't intended to be published.. I knew that when the other friend asked me 'bout blog template, in order to help her in creating her new blog..
in the night, I dremt something 'bout her, not the bad one..
I woke up, yep, nothing happened, being disapointed 'cause that's just a dream, and as usual:
FORGET IT!

and.. months passed.. everything was normal. She? I seldom talked with her; she's not my classmate; well, that's reasonable.. Our schedule is different, even sometimes we are different in the way of analyzing something..

finally, here's the holiday. The doctor said that I'm not allowed to look at the monitor more than an hour; relax ur eyes, please..
That's why...
So, I decided not to play game for a long period, justr typing, and I opened my blog... HER!
yep, I remember her.. hey??? It should be something same in our profile..
let's click the link.. and.. YES!
She's in the front page, finally..

Let's see her masterpiece :)

What a nice template, so fresh for my eyes, the right color, somehow it described her..
the web address could be memorized easily.. There's bliss on my heart, I had no idea 'bout it, there's no clue on why I have to fell so, but I did feel it! Yeah, somehow there's a great happiness, I felt so happy, although I was so confused; why???

And what are u waiting for?

I explored the blog, so fun! Everybody has his on way in expressing something honestly, and so she had!!! While reading, it's like listening to her voice.. :D

and.. I found a posting with interesting title : "Do u know?" Of course I wanna know!

that's a nice one, describing one of her character:curious.. Yep, that's absolutely her, I know 'cause....

'cause..

BECAUSE????????

huft?! something popped on myself.. what the hell...?
how could it be?

I know that because I had read this blog in my dream!
yep, the same enchanted feeling, that's the same, except: I called the other friend directly via phone, well, I won't..

it's not the first time..
dari ngeliat mama-papa pulang bawa sesuatu (dengan langkah jalan dan urutan yang persis) sampai mimpi kerasukan; dan kedua-duanya menjadi kenyataan..
I have no idea...

Audzubillahiminasyaitonirrajim......